This past weekend I needed a heart check, big time. Sometimes I get caught up in the wanting and striving and the always needing more. My mind wants to move through life stages much faster than our bodies or our bank account will allow. I see other couples that Justin and I admire and I find myself wanting what they have. Homes, families, memories- the good stuff. They’ve also got years of experience under their belts- something that I often forget.

I have been blessed with a very gracious husband who provides me with “heart checks” when I need them the most. In such a loving way, he brings me back to reality and helps to center my focus. I could let the jealousy and envy burrow into my heart and make me sour, or I could refocus my heart and see all the wonderful things that Jesus has blessed me with. I strive to be content with what the Lord has given me and to build on that in due time. His plan is laid out for me and I need to trust and rest in that. I want to hold strong in that He knows what is best for me, he knows what is best for my marriage. I want my heart to be full of joy and gratitude toward Him, not questions and disappointment. He loves us and there is no doubt that Justin and I are immensely blessed because of Him. I lose sight of that sometimes though and that’s where Justin is just a rock star. He brings me back and reminds me where to keep my heart. A wonderful man has been placed in my life and I love him so.